The Bitch is BACK

So I had my first weigh in after coming back to Weight Watchers and learning the new program. This new program is a lot easier to use. All I did was focus on the plan and my points and of course tracking. I am telling you this that if you join weight watchers and just do the plan you will be successful! I lost 4.6 lbs in my first week! This is not as easy as it seems but it can be done!!! I urge anyone to join that wants to change their life. Do it for yourself. You deserve it!!!! This time I am out to finish what I started. 175 here I come. BTW current weight is 265.4 lbs.

Go for it!!!!!!

It's Back On

So my fat ass has gained like 31lbs and it has to stop. It is time to finish what I started over a year ago. I went back to weight watchers on Wednesday and sadly Maggie is not doing the meeting anymore but I think the new chick might be cool. They totally changed the program around and I think I am going to like it. More points and more options. I just got to figure it out. So yes bitches my fat ass won't be fat for long. BTW I totally ripped the ass out of my pants today at work. Glamorous I know!! It stops today!! Keep following and watch this fatty fatkins turn into one faboulously fine looking fellow!!!

Pre-Audition Blog!!

Video Blog!!

I'm Video Blogging people!!

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

Holy Stressing Me OUT BATMAN!!! So life has been rather interesting lately. I have not been going to the gym. I don't really know what my problem is but dear lord I can not seem to go. I am gearing up for my America's Got Talent Audition and just discovered HORROR!! I have to sing this damn song a capella!! This is not good. This is going to stress me out. Not only am I doing this but I am doing some open mic nights as well. I think all the hair that I have regrown is going to be ripped out!!! So what does all this have to do with a weight loss blog? Well, I do not handle stress well. I am a stress eater but need to curb that!! This is going to be a tough battle. I need to figure this crap out. I have no idea if I should do the same song or not now. If I take the song that I am working on now, I am taking a huge risk. If I take my go to song then I might not even get to advance to the next round. This is quite the catch 22. So I am going to do my best not to gorge myself on cookies and try to put this together. Plus I need to work on my scene for acting class. I have all this going on and there is one person that I want to call but I know he is busy!!!!!! AAAAAAAARGRRRRGGHHGGH

Holy Kick Boxing Batman!!

For those of you who follow me on facebook, you know how I love my holy ...... batman! phrases!! So today was day 2 of kickboxing lessons and I have a love/hate relationship with it. I love taking out frustration and just plain kicking the shit out of something, but oh dear lord am I sore afterward. I can burn a crap tone of calories and I am totally having a great time while doing it. I have my new trainer William to thank for introducing me to this fantastic exercise!! I will continue to keep this up.

So speaking of the new trainer, I have to say that I have not yet quite made up my mind just yet about him. There are some pro's and con's as with everything in life. He seems new to the whole personal training thing. Either that or I make him nervous. I have heard that I make people nervous and I don't get that. I am a totally teddy bear. Now I don't put up with too much crap but I don't think I am intimidating by any means. I guess it is all about perception. Back to the new trainer. I like that he totally tries to educate me on why we are doing things and what I am supposed to be focusing on. So, total points for that!! The down side is he is a talker. He explains a little to much. Now I have tried to show him that I am a quick study on most everything and that I learn more by doing. He seems to be catching on to that but it all remains to be seen. I only have 6 more sessions left with him and have not decided if I am going to continue with the personal training. I totally want to but it all comes down to finances. I have given Xsport a lot of money, I think I should get some free sessions. If they did that I bet they would be 3 times as busy as they already are. I mean think of it. Say you get 1 free session for every 10 that you buy? Hell that ids like $50 off in a way. I would buy 50 sessions so that I can get 5 free ones!! Not only am I getting in shape but it is a bittersweet reward for getting my ass kicked by trainers and getting free sessions as well!!

Other news, I think I need to start a what in the hell is wrong with people blog! I am sure it would get far more followers but I am sure there are tons of them out there. We will see what develops. Alright kids, I am going to work on this damn book. Stay well peeps!